new day

well today was more frustrating than yesterday. First, I could not sleep so I was up until 4am despite my medications. Then I over slept and did not go to church as planned. That upset me. Savanna did go to church today, so I was proud of her. I have been trying to sign into one of our accounts with success which has been very frustrating. I also had David asking me to go swimming after the girl concert, but I did not want to and he gave me a hard time with it. I do not have time every day to go swimming to go out to go to places, I still have to maintain the household and it gets very upsetting when he gives me a hassle about it. I don't always want to do something. The girls and I like to hang out at our own home. Plus Sabrina has a friend who is spending the night and she does not want to go to someones house to swim. She likes to be with her friend by herself, even without her sisters. I just want the girls to be able to have a good summer and not have any stress. For now, I have to go get ready for their concert.....